Not A Happy Bunny

I'm writing I this today to find solace, I'm trying to deal with depression without been put on meds, I hate taking pills & always forget to take them. So far I'm really not coping well & even the smallest of things are bringing me to tears. After having a good weekend everything seems to suck & I feel like walking out on life. I'm not the kind of person to do anything silly like cut myself or throw myself off a building. This going to be my shortest entry as I can't really be too bothered with anything at the mo.

My week is just sucking beyond belief Pelcombe/New Deal are messing me around, with my placement. I feel trapped in my relationship, although there is no reason to be. I'm going to be between housing in August as my sister has to move back a month before she was due to & that is also a month before I am due to move out. Alternative medicine as a source of income for people is going down & is also reflected in my lack of booking for therapies. And to cap it all off my friend deleted the book I was writing & now I have nothing left of it as I had no disc to save my work on. My life is sucking badly.